Voice Mail Lost
It’s weird but I had been saving a couple of voice mail left by a man I was involved with several years ago. The other weird thing is I hadn’t listened to them for almost 3 years, but I just kept saving them.
Anyway, earlier today I accidentally deleted them and I’m a little mad about that … or sad. Not sure. Maybe both. But not sure why, like I said I haven’t even listened to them for 3 years. I think I just wanted to keep them as a memory. Just more proof that I like to save stuff. I don’t like getting rid of stuff, even voice mail from old lovers. Not that he was old, lol. You know what I mean.
Oh dear.
Maybe it’s a good thing. I mean I haven’t seen him since 2006. And I wasn’t in love with him. To be honest, I didn’t even know him that well nor him me. It was an affair. Made me feel alive at the time. Not sure what I was holding on to by keeping the messages. Maybe I just liked having a man’s voice there – but I never listened to them. Not sure what keeping them meant to me to be honest.
I just really wish I hadn’t deleted them.
