Hanging In There

August 30, 2009 at 7:41 pm (binge eating, compulsive overeating, depression, eating disorders, feeling better, overwhelmed)

I’m hanging in there.

I’m not visiting blogs like I used to, I just feel like I’m on emotional-overload.

My last post was tough for me and it’s had me spinning a bit.  I do appreciate the feedback – you have no idea how much that helped.

Right now I’m just healing.  Pulling back a bit to re-group.

I’ve been going out a bit more, I refuse to stay inside just because of how I’m feeling.  I want to hide but I refuse to.  It’s tough but I’m pushing myself to be me and to be out there.

I’m sure my emotions will crash soon and I’ll be having to post about it. But right now I’m just pushing myself while at the same time being kind to myself. I’m sick of beating myself up, to be honest with you.  But I’m so damn good at it!  Which is why I’m really trying hard not to do it. It’s not easy.

But …. I’m hanging in there.

2 Comments

  1. ladyinthemountains said,

    August 30, 2009 at 9:38 pm

    Keep on posting cuz I do think about you and worry about you. Your posts on my other blog (before I changed the name) meant a lot to me. I was feeling so lost and needed to know I wasn’t alone. You are not alone either, remember that.

  2. mybluefunk said,

    September 2, 2009 at 1:17 am

    Thank you for saying that, I really appreciate it :) I’m still taking a bit of a break – not feeling up to a lot lately but … hanging in there as the post says. Thanks again and I’m glad you’re feeling better as well.

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